dear did so this morning.. and i really thank God that she did. i hope it will only improve myself and our r/s.
honestly words cant describe my heartfelt gratitude for her in my life.
after months of waiting.. after sunday, i really needed the long awaited party.
last night was one night of a party that the delturds threw.
though it didnt went exactly went the way that i imagined.
it sure was one hell of a night. NEVER have i dropped like that ever.
and we definitely let ourselves loose.
i was carefree..
..........
last sunday, was back in hope for the 3rd time since...
i took a bold step in stepping back into nexus again a few weeks ago.
i knew its not gonna be easy. but i did.
it took a while to forget what happened then and to move on.. and i just knew i needed to get back connected with God.
for the past 6 years in my walk, i know.. to connect someone was to love and welcome them.
however, that wasnt the case last sunday.
i was utterly dissappointed..
maybe another hiatus or then again.. am having second thoughts.
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